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Deeropatra

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Spring mood by AlenaEkaterinburg Lamb by Arkus83 Sakaala by Runestorm7
                 star bound by Apofiss Fish by nikolazzz
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So, I'm actually doing this to collect the Birthday badges but that doesn't mean I can't have fun while doing so, right? Ene (Smile) [V7] 



This first one is to remind me of how only knowledge can make talent blossom and prosper!

Why? because for example, before I had the knowledge that proportions exist my art looked way different :XD    
Lion by Deeropatra

This one is to honor patience and not giving up even if you're in hell!

Why? because not giving up on drawing even tho I've been told many times to focus on more rewarding aspects in my life took my drawings into a much better level and granted me that amazing feeling of self expression! :3 
Sir Raymond Unwin Rough Sketch by Deeropatra

This one is to honor trusting in nature and yourself!

Why? because every time I decide to give myself a chance to get to know a creature or take an adventure instead of hiding in fear or listening to people who try to make you fear the unknown, I've been rewarded with opportunities, new friends and I've never regretted my decision:doublehug: revamp 
Eyes can tell by Deeropatra

This is to honor my transition to the digital art world!

Why? I've always been afraid of trying to draw digitally without a tablet because I knew it will never get a result as close as my own hand drawings but! there was that time when Instagram got this new feature! the "Instagram story" and while I was trying it, I fell in love with their drawing tools and it encouraged me to start drawing using my fingers on my phone's screen until I could afford a tablet. That's when I started posting my art around the internet Smile 
Glow in the Dark... by Deeropatra


And finally this is to honor my efforts up till now and Mom's help!

Why? This is my most recent practice using my (Drum roll please!)Pon Drum EmoticonPata Drum EmoticonBonzo IconChaka Drum EmoticonDon Drum Emoticon yes! Timmy my tablet finally! I'm starting to finally explore digital art more profoundly and thanks to Mom who bought me Timmy last Christmas, I can now use my hand drawings more creatively! I really don't regret insisting to go ahead with my plans Good job! 
Color and Light Practice by Deeropatra
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So, I'm doing the #DeviantArtistQuestionnaire even tho I'm a little late xD

1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
    It's been a beautiful 9 years. Since May 8 , 2 0 0 8Hour Glass 


2. What does your username mean?
    Obviously, it means that I love red roses that much Pixel Rose xD I was a kid back then, I go by DeeroSan right now and honestly I'd love to change my username when I get the chance.

3. Describe yourself in three words.
    Nature lover, whimsical and a knowledge addict! Hi, me? 

4. Are you left or right handed?
    Right handed Chihaya Yes Icon 

5. What was your first deviation?
    A photo of a bee I saw while on a break in college  Pixel: Bee Flying...

                      The Bee by Deeropatra


6. What is your favourite type of art to create?
    Digital art! I'm still not so used to it since all I knew was how to do traditional art, some Photoshop and no tablet but that's about to change bunneh icon14 


7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
    All! I want to master each and every art style! :bademoticon: 


8. What was your first favourite?
    I really don't remember Uh oh. but I've always loved everything Disney since I was a kid, so.. does that count?


9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
    The magical, all glitter, so adorable type Paintbrush von Glitter Lick xD


10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
      I seriously can't pick just one! If their art pleases my eyes then I love them catching love but maybe mostly cartoonish, comic like art?

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
     Everyone xD

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
      Honestly, Itsuki Shy Icon I wasn't really talking to anyone on DeviantArt because I was afraid they'd think my art wasn't worth uploading. Now things have changed a lot however I'm still not close to anyone but apart from this, I've been watching a lot of people from a far and their art inspires me everyday on so many levels! for that I'm really grateful!

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
     My hand drawn sketches, Photoshop, Illustrator and 3DsMax  :heart: 

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
     This universe! Every little detail in this universe has tons of inspiration .:Bunny love:.

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
      The moment I discovered tutorials xD It's only then I felt as if I got new magical powers GIF Star vs. the Forces of Evil -ILoveThisSoMuch
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"If you want comfort, you create comfort! It doesn't come to you nor will anybody be always there to give it to you...


If you're feeling uncomfortable it's because you unintentionally like to feel like a "prey of life" but trust me, you're only becoming a prey of yourself when you just surrender like that!

No one is holding you down and no one can but your creator! So, raise your head and just earn the life  you deserve while you're still breathing ♥"






This was something "younger me" wrote for herself 2 years ago. It really touched me because somehow during these past 2 years, I seemed to have forgotten this! and I ended up being very terrified of life, anxious and filled with rage because of how despite all my efforts it still seemed like I was progressing very slowly and yet pressured by my environment and being told that "I'm doing my life wrong", that "I'd better do as they say because clearly they think I have no idea what I'm doing"! and that drove me crazy and drowned me into a hell lot of overthinking!

See, I'm not the kind of person to believe what people say about me. I'm totally aware that my intentions are what really count and not what people think I'm trying to do! I love myself and I respect it. I also trust that when I give something my all and fail, it's not something I should hate myself for! I'd get up every time and try over and over again but then if I realize this thing is of no use to me, I'd start searching for something else, something useful. That's when some people would start telling you not to give up and weird stuff like "you just didn't try hard, don't be stupid and quit after all this time! Just push yourself to the max" sort of stuff. The stuff most people memorize from posts all over the internet and then use it as an advice for everyone they come across! like:
  • Person A:"I done trying to be friends with this girl, she's very mean! I'd like to spend my time with someone nice instead!"
    Person B: "you just didn't try hard, don't be stupid and quit after all this time! Just push yourself to the max"
  • Fish: "I'm sorry, I quit! I don't have what it takes to climb this tree!"
    Person B: "you just didn't try hard, don't be stupid and quit after all this time! Just push yourself to the max"
  • Shadow: "Dude! how many time's do I have to tell you! I can't be where the light is!"
    Person B: "YOU just didn't TRY HARD, don't be STUPID and quit after all this time! Just push yourself to the MAX"

Sometimes, this is the golden advice but as long as my advisors aren't experienced enough themselves, I'd think a lot about my other options and choices before taking their advice as my only way out (Especially, If their advice is not to do what I love and waste my life pursuing something I hate just to be accepted by society's standards). Yet, after having these words told to me almost everyday, I unintentionally started to panic and ask myself "What if they're right?" which made me freeze and focus more on what could happen instead of focusing on improving myself! Thankfully, my "Younger self"'s words brought me back to my senses, I realized my rage towards their words vanishes when I think it's of no value, I also realized that instead of focusing on that it'll be way more fruitful to focus on improving myself and prove them wrong.

See, My point is: Even if people are hurting you, even if you seem to be deep in no where. It's always up to you to remember that people don't control you, that their words don't matter and that it's your choice to give up, feel bad about what they say and stay where you are or to keep moving forward until you reach where you want to go, be a boss and prove them wrong!

You are strong! stronger than what you think! and your choices are where your strength lies.



I'll be forever grateful, younger me! Thank you ♥

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Well! I'm not the kind of person to write these kind of things xD
But!
since this year started, I decided to ACTUALLY take actions to bring my long awaited dreams into our physical world instead of them being just ideas in my head or some notes on paper kept until later when I'm really ready!

Lately, I've been getting all these universal signs to let go of wanting everything to be perfect and to just do me! because that's how things start to shape into perfection (slowly maybe but surely!) and so, even tho it's still very hard for me to just post my art when I think it's not perfect yet or not complete yet, I'm making effort to just start doing anyway! Because honestly, I'm almost never emotionally ready to become what I want to become but I'm done with staying behind my screen and watching, So I'm pushing myself out there anyway

This is however, my way of sharing this with the universe! I'd like to attract all the positivity and support I can! and to find more people who share my passion for art and can help me and exchange their experience with me! So, if you're interested let's be friends! I'd really love to share this journey with somebody!



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